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[Jul. 23rd, 2005|12:01 am] |
A few things must be said.
I am qutting my job because of the management. I love everyone else. I hate goodbyes. I actually liked working at Subway.
The bath bomb heidi gave me is awesome. My water smelt wonderful and became all glittery. YAY.
When my mom gets pissed about the job that is screwing me AND Brenton over, then she attacks full force. If it were just me, then she would care. I still love the job.
I love grooming dogs and made $10 in tips the 2nd day that I started ACTUALLY grooming.
I miss warcraft desperately....
I miss my family desperately...
...and crocheting...
...and collage...
...and collage days that I spent with joy that one summer before I left for college...
...in fact I miss ALL my old friends...
...but I guess thats over now too.
In fact my nostaglia has a lot to do with my depression. Being home is lonely...because all of my "old" friends have moved on. I am leaving my "work" friends. Besides, we only hung out during work anyway.
I wish me and Jaime from the dog shop could hang out more but shes always occupied.
I wish I just didnt feel so alone here. And I feel kinda down all the time too.
"The blues are when you feel fat or its raining outside. Your just sad that's all. But the mean reds, theyre horrible. Suddenly youre afraid and you dont know what youre afraid of..."
Funny how accurate Audrey Hepburn movies are to my soul.
I'd give anything to just get a hug from my italian manbeast right now. sigh.
bye kids. |
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| Comments: |
im sorry your feelin lonely ill hang out with you :-) *hugs*
Aww Yay we should...gimme a buzz sometime! | |
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